Sometimes I just feel like I did really well. My punches were crisp. My footwork was clean, except that time I tripped over myself and fell into the reflection of myself as I was right by the mirror. I had stamina to go for the whole round. And after I did a whole mess of leg stuff. I think my sparring match with Australia gave me a confidence boost, or maybe it's just the renewed spirit I've had lately. Either way, I'm hanging onto it for as long as possible.
Seriously, I feel cleansed though. I haven't felt too neurotic, except the toothpaste incident and tonight I wanted a protein shake but Coach Amy was talking with someone in Korean and I didn't want to interrupt. My classes have been better behaved. I'm being productive. I haven't looked at porn in nearly a week! That's not really that odd. I'm not an addict or anything who needs it every night, but for a while, I was feeling lonely and needed it every night.
But now, I'm happy. Because of you. Thank you. I love you.
Seriously, I feel cleansed though. I haven't felt too neurotic, except the toothpaste incident and tonight I wanted a protein shake but Coach Amy was talking with someone in Korean and I didn't want to interrupt. My classes have been better behaved. I'm being productive. I haven't looked at porn in nearly a week! That's not really that odd. I'm not an addict or anything who needs it every night, but for a while, I was feeling lonely and needed it every night.
But now, I'm happy. Because of you. Thank you. I love you.
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